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Happy, happy birthday to me

It's happened. I'm one year closer to my warranty expiring, to my parts falling off, and to the general and total failure of the collection of cells that is known as "Rory."

Can you hear that?

Sssshhhh... Listen carefully.

Can you hear it now?

What, you may ask, is it that you should be listening for?

Why, that's simple: The beating of Death's Wings.

Now can you hear it? He is circling overhead, this carrion-eater of the Afterworld.

Circling, flapping, and beating his wings, waiting for the Desert of Life to finally claim my spiritually-dehydrated almost-corpse. I can see an oasis ahead... "Oil of Olay"... Plastic surgery...

But it's a mirage! I can retard the aging process on the outside, but inside, the "caps" of my DNA strands are failing, the genetic material unwinding, spilling all over the carpet of my lifeblood, which, I might add, is not stain-resistant.

Do you see? I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. Senility! Dementia! These diseases of the rotted mind-flesh are mine at last!

Come here, my love... Come for one last kiss from my toothless love-gums. Let me wrap my formaldehyde-denatured lips around your beautiful kisser. Only the chemicals are keeping me alive now.

Red #40... Sodium-benzoate... I cursed them in my youth, and I curse them now in these, the curtain-closing days of my life, for they have preserved my body, but not my mind. I will probably live to be 133, but my gray matter will have winked out and died long before like a universe with too much matter to collapse in on itself, one day running out of energy, each star expiring the last of its fuel before grinding to a halt in eternal inertness, never to move again, never to shine.

Listen, I say! Death is at my door, and he is knocking politely. His wings are tucked under his overcoat, and his skull-headed cane is rapping against the entry, echoing down the wainscoting. Out there in the hallway, his skull is perpetually grinning, and he is forever savoring the delivery of lost souls to the damned hellfire burning below.

Hello, Charon, my old friend... May I pet the three-headed hound of hell? Does he bite? The Styx is lovely this time of year, but I wish I had brought a pair of shorts.

Goodbye, youth. Goodbye, sweet days of life's Spring. Goodbye, Summer that couldn't last. Autumn had to come, turning my leaves to ash, each one on the tree of my timeline burning and smoldering as the crisping glow of Hades draws near.

Goodbye, lovelorn females of days gone by. Goodbye, friends and picnics and days in the park.

Goodbye, innocence, goodbye.

Goodbye.

Oh, and I'm 27 today for anybody who cares.

Published Sunday, December 19, 2004 10:34 PM by Rory

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Comments

 

Stuart said:

People who are 27 are the coolest.

Saying "Happy Birthday" seems inappropriate after that post... so... um... "Birthday". :)
December 19, 2004 10:51 PM
 

Mark Pearce said:

There are sacraments of evil as well as of good about us, and we live and move in an unknown world, a place where there are shadows and dwellers in twilight.

But happy birthday anyway :-)
December 19, 2004 11:36 PM
 

Riki said:

wow the most lucent post i've seen here in a while.
December 19, 2004 11:47 PM
 

Andy said:

Happy Birthday you neurotic geek! :) Can't wait to see what you post on your 30th Birthday.
December 20, 2004 12:26 AM
 

Rabblecast said:

You better work out how to program your iPaq to take over from your brain.
December 20, 2004 12:27 AM
 

Tom said:

Aw, I'm 22 in 35 days.

Happy Birthday!
December 20, 2004 1:13 AM
 

Don Demsak said:

Hey, Happy Birthday, and many more!

You really need to read Heinlein's Time Enough For Love to really appreciate how short our lives really are.
December 20, 2004 1:43 AM
 

George Clingerman said:

Understandable. Totally understandable having an attitude like that about your birthday's seeing how close it is to Christmas and all. From what little I've gleaned about your family, they probably gave you presents on your birthday, then stole them back, re-wrapped them and gave them to you or each other on Christmas day.

I agree with Stuart but would like to extend the range a little, people who are 26 1/2 to 27 1/2 are the coolest.

Happy Rory, Birthday! (I mean after all we should be congratulating the day itself for having the honor of being the one that birthed such a little miraculously neurotic bundle of techno joy)
December 20, 2004 2:40 AM
 

John M Deal said:

Been waiting for you to post something that I could say 'Have A Better One!' with many more to come. The previous post just didn't seem like the right place to put it.
December 20, 2004 3:13 AM
 

Rory said:

"You really need to read Heinlein's Time Enough For Love to really appreciate how short our lives really are."

Thanks, Don - that's all I need.

On my 27th birthday, soaring towards my next decade, what I *really* want is to be reminded of how quickly it will all end :)
December 20, 2004 5:41 AM
 

Anonymous said:

Without any prompting or solicited personal information, Rory and his ladyfriend received a healthy discount on their theatre tickets this evening, simply for "being under thirty."

According to the laws of Portland Center Stage, those under thirty years of age are technically not adults, and therefore not expected to be responsible drawing from adult bank accounts to pay for adult theatre ticket prices.

And here he is moaning about his bits falling off.

At any rate, today is indeed a day that bows in humble honor of having the privilege of being related to the creation and continuation of the Neopoleon phenomenon.

Happy Birthday, Rory.

You brilliant, ungrateful bastard.
December 20, 2004 5:51 AM
 

Owen said:

Heh. If 27 is this frightening, I can't wait to see what happens tomorrow... or next year. It does make me afraid... very afraid. You seriously need a bunch of Happy Birthdays! Here's one, at least. Happy Birthday, Rory. Keep up the great work. It's nice to see you keep shaking things up.
December 20, 2004 7:29 AM
 

Anonymous said:

Hemmingway, Islands in the Streams, P. 194

"The end of a man's own world does not come as it does in one of the great paintings Mr. Bobby had outlined. It comes with one of the island boys bringing a radio message up the road from the local post office and saying, 'Please sign on the detachable part of the envelope. We're sorry, Mr. Tom'"

December 20, 2004 10:42 AM
 

Anonymous said:

and yet, and yet...

think of all the time to come. Sure, there'll be misery, but there will also be joy, and opportunity. And .Net Framework 3.0 :)

Just live life on your terms when you can. A quote springs to mind here, and that is: "one of the greatest gifts given to man is the ignorance of the span of their life."
December 20, 2004 12:19 PM
 

Andrew Weber said:

Dang! 27? I hate it when people who are slightly older than I am tell me how old they are. This is because I will ultimately start seeing things they have, or have done, and will feel quite inadequate.

So thanks.

I have only 2 years to get a job at a major software organization now.... Dangit.
December 20, 2004 3:31 PM
 

Peter Stathakos said:

Happy birthday you rotting pile of flesh. ;-)
December 20, 2004 4:31 PM
 

skicow said:

Happy Birthday Rory, and thanks for all the great stories.
December 20, 2004 4:35 PM
 

Luke Hutteman said:

Happy Birthday Rory - hope this link will cheer you up:

http://www.popsci.com/popsci/medicine/article/0,20967,929447,00.html
December 20, 2004 7:42 PM
 

Benjimawoo said:

Happy Birthday, dude.

That is all.
December 20, 2004 8:40 PM
 

paul said:

Happy Birthday Rory!

Sorry to hear about all the bits falling off, enjoy yourself as best as you can in your 28th year.
December 20, 2004 9:50 PM
 

Rory said:

Thanks everyone for all the best wishes. It really makes me happy (and all warm and fuzzy on the inside, kind of like I swalled some slippers or something) to know that so many of you care so deeply about me (although a few of you scare the bejesus out of me sometimes (not to mention any names *cough*George*cough*))

Anyway, I had a great birthday and I'm glad I got to share it with my fellow bloggin' and commentin' friends.
December 21, 2004 12:36 AM
 

Judah said:

December 21, 2004 2:59 AM
 

Stuart Celarier said:

27, eh? Why, in dog years you'd be 189. We're all thankful you're not a dog.

Many happy returns of the day!
December 22, 2004 8:14 AM
 

kendra said:

happy late birthday. wait until you turn 28. it's worse than 27...
December 31, 2004 4:44 AM
 

TrackBack said:

Happy Unbirthday to me
December 20, 2004 3:45 PM
 

TrackBack said:

Happy Unbirthday to me
December 20, 2004 5:00 PM
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